Dad, pretty please? :(

Just cause i'm the smallest and the only girl, doesn't mean i get everything i want :( I'm not daddy's lil girl. More like mummy's lil girl but it depends sometimes. Mum always say how i love you all equally. No more or less. -_- haha. I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna go out with my besties tomorrow. I just went out ONCE, ONCE in this month and my dad was like keluar saja kau. It's so hard to answer him back as i really scare of him. Its so easy to answer my mum back but when it comes to my dad, i have to zip my mouth. Dad is not the kind of dad i wish him to be -.- he's the cold type. He seriously have a weird way of expressing his love. Like seriously. We hardly spoke in a day, i mean we do but few sentences only. The most common thing ever will be like go study Jangan online saja. Its so funny how me and mum can easily talk bad stuffs in front of him sometimes by speaking chinese. HAHA.

I seriously wish i can learn how to drive :( but i bet even when i know how, my parents for sure won't let me go out that much. Controlling parents much? urgh. 

I'm really hoping to go out tomorrow, i prayed so hard. HAHA. 

I don't get my parents sometimes. Is getting a really good result is not enough? I ONLY WANT TO GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS. That's all :( seems like  getting a good result is never enough. boohoo -.- oh wells, i still love them. I still haven't freakin do my pmo essay. 6 ESSAYS. ew? haha. Gtg, ciao peeps! <3

HOLLA!

 Not being vain or anything but this the best curl i have ever made so far. HAHA. 

Oh yesh, i look tired.

So, enough about yesterday, I went to Sipitang on the first day of Hari Raya. I threw up in the car halfway going there. #note to self, never ever eat small portion of breakfast only if you wanna go for a really long trip to somewhere.

I was so dizzy, so in the end i decided to just threw up in a plastic that my mum quickly gave to me. EW? haha. Felt so much better after i ate the curry chicken and ketumpat. My stomach was crying for food. haha. But i didn't really eat that much this Raya :( coz i scare i might puke again X( 

Home alone now, its 11.50 a.m. And i still haven't eat my breakfast yet. Might just gonna have brunch lor later C: 

I didn't eat much since the test. What is wrong with me?! I think i'm losing my weight. :O I skip eating dinner a lot of times during the test. Should have known better. I don't wanna get gastric :(

Well, i better stop writing now coz i need to do my homework and wash my school's shoes. Didn't wash it for a long long time. HAHA. ciao!

What am i gonna do now?

So. Holidays starting from now on. And soon, it'll be over. And 46 more days till the final exam D:
I really really wanna get at least top3 for the final exam. Hmm. Guess I have to study hard then. Test just finished yesterday. Didn't study really much for this time. I keep telling myself its just a test so i won't feel guilty for not getting flying colors this time. I still don't know what i wanna be in the future. I wanna be an architect but not creative enough :( lets just see and wait then :D
brrrrrrrrrrrr. i don't know what to write anymore. I can't wait to go to KL! I WANNA SHOP TILL I DROP. OH and i'm gonna meet someone too! Its been months since i didn't see him. Can't believe its almost one year we known each other. I bet none of the people from the IRYLA camp still contact with each other unlike us :P haha. I miss him liao. heh. My k-gor! :P make sure you won't forget me even till you're old already ah. haha.

Sometimes, its so hard to forget the people who made an impact in your life, don't you think so? Deleting all the messages won't do the work. Instead of trying so hard to forget that someone, maybe should might just as well go with the flow :)

Got nothing else to write liao, guess this ends here. I'm gonna update soon! heh. since there's nothing else to do. *wink