I feel like a bird.

Exam's finally over! yay. No more stress, no more sleeping late, no more tears. No more, no more. Got few of my papers and some of them i'm not really that satisfy with. Dammit, got B again for bio. 5 more freaking marks. bummer. So many careless mistakes. Even addm. urgh. So unfair. The only paper that i got which i'm very happy with was BM(II). Well, hoping i can score well in paper 1 too. I'd rather my answers to be really wrong instead of being careless wrong. Like chemistry, i lost 2 marks just coz i did not put a capital letter for HCL and H2O. Stab me please, hard. Oh whatever, at least it's not SPM. Gonna be a real geek next year. I don't freakin care.

Anyways, i was busy the whole weekend last week. Went to Abby's farewell party last Friday after school. Went for a birthday bash and also P.R.S dinner the next day. Was so tired. 

 Meet my gang ;) 1 person is missing here. Tanny:/

 Presley, my super sweetest guy bestfriend ever. He made truffles and wrote an essay for me. How nice :)

Alan! :) BANG!

 :)

 Melly :)

Piggy piglet! :)

I even watch a movie the next day with mum and sammy. Watched the "House at the end of the street''. It was so nice and scary at the same time. Keep covering my face. Dayum. haha. But all in all, it was a great movie:) or maybe.....its mainly because of the main actor? HAHA.

remember this kid from 'catch that kid' movie?

He's big now! and so much hotter :3 well, for me. Been watching his movies since he was small, it must be the instant connection thingy. haha. Anyways, i really like how he acted in that movie. My heart was melting the whole time while watching him acting :p

It was the nicest weekend i ever had! <3 

Sixteen :)

Sixteen. It's funny how time pass so fast. I can't believe i'm one year older. I've been breathing and living for sixteen years. I'm so grateful that God gave me a chance to see the world up till now. But whatever happens in the future, i know God has a reason why. I promise to be better than I was yesterday but not as good as I will be tomorrow.

First of all, this is just basically like a diary, so don't read it if it bores you ;P
I'm giving a break for myself from studying. I don't care. I wanna do something that'll make happy, at least, on my birthday. I don't think my birthday would be as awesome as today without my friends. It's the littlest things that makes life great :) Even Praveen who wished me, all the way from J.B. Even though we didn't chat for a really long time, but he still remembers! He wished me earlier since his credit gonna be expires the next day (same as mine). If you're reading this, GOOD LUCK FOR SPM! and ofcourse the one who's gonna sit for STPM this year. you know who you are :)

Then Presley send me one too,and MELANIE PHILIP ELIH WITH HER MOST SWEETEST LONGEST MESSAGE EVER HAVE I RECEIVED. haha. thanks Mel. I'm lucky i met you. :) Best friend and cousin at the same time. hehe. And thanks for all the people who send me all the wishes :) i'm sorry i can't list you one by one but i truly deeply appreciate it :) and of course, who will ever forgot matthew chow rong jie who called me at almost to 1am! :P i think you clock got problem la :p haha. kidding la, you know I am :)

Thanks for all the people who gave me all the presents. Like seriously, i appreciate it. I'm so speechless. No words could express how grateful i am. This is my best birthday ever despite with all the exams and stuffs. Pooh, melly, Preshy, B, , and S. THANK YOU!

And ofcourse all of my friends who wished me. Thank you! means a lot to me. I'm so sorry if i didn't write all of your names but i truly mean it :) And Douglas with the geng from 5A who suddenly came from nowhere and sing Happy Birthday while i was doing a quick revision for Maths. it was a bit embarrassing thou. HAHA. But all in all, thanks for all the people who make me feel so special today. Never ever feel like one. THANKS, ONCE AGAIN.

And ofcourse MY FAMILY! :) and Sammy who ran out of budgets to buy my present -.- i'm so gonna force you to buy my favourite korean drama, "to the beautiful you'. hehe. My mum asked me to skip tuition so we can go out for a dinner but i refused to since we're gonna celebrate mummy's birthday tomorrow too. SO IN ADVANCE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY. THANKS FOR taking a really good care of me until now. The one who'll be there for me through thick and thin. I'm sorry i'm not the perfect daughter that you always wanna be proud of,but i'll try my best and work hard so you can be proud of me in the future ;)

thanks for all the wonderful presents guys. No words could express how thankful am I to have such a wonderful friends:) 

AND NOT TO FORGET TO the person who wrote me a so-called-letter for me as a present :P thanks, i love it. even though some of the parts are kinda mean but that's what makes it perfect :P see, i'm being kind. And i'm still the sweet innocent kid who always gonna be the small small girl who lives in a big big world okay. I will never ever be bad. May our friendship last forever :)

okay, so i was so happy that I keep taking pictures of myself. i don't really care if its ugly, I'm finally 16! The first picture, i was still with my white uniform. Second picture was where i tried to study Physics but failed :P thanks to my phone. haha. and of course, in the kitchen taking picture with my yummy Yam cake :) thanks mum ;)

I must say that this is the most sweetest sixteen ever <3

IRYLA 2011.

Wrote this last year. Printed the report out just now coz my friend needs it. ahhh. I miss IRYLA :(
Posted it here coz someone wants to read it :p here it goes!

First and foremost, I would like to express my deepest gratitude to the Rotarians who had sponsored me to IRYLA. If it’s not for their heart of gold, I wouldn’t have the chance to go to IRYLA. I can assure you that letting me and sponsored me to go to IRYLA will not be a waste as I will always remember what the camp had taught me. And I have to admit that, it was the best camp I had been so far. It was a chance of a lifetime as I get the chance to go to a camp where it’s outside my states.

            It was my first time going to Johor Bahru and I really was looking forward to go to the camp back then. I felt ecstatic the moment my teacher chose me to go to the camp. I got to admit that my first thought of going to the camp was to meet a bunch of new friends but then again, not only that I met a lot of new friends from different states, I also got the chance to listen to the speakers who had been invited to give a talk during the camp.

            One of the speakers really inspired me a lot. As he never give up no matter how hard life can be and always follow your dream because life is like a roller coaster. It has its ups and downs but it’s your choice to either scream or enjoy the ride. All you have to do is just keep believing on yourself and be positive. I find it’s hard to believe in yourself on whatever you are doing but one of my team mates proved me wrong during the showering session whereby you and your team mates had to each give a positive remark. I can’t remember who said that and the exact word, but one of them said you have to be confident yourself because we all believe in you, so why can’t you? Those short and sweet sentences had really touched my heart.

            They always say save the best for the last. The last talk was really amazing, superb amazing to be exact. “P.A.D.S”. These four simple words really can change your life if you practise it in your life every day. Those four different words stand for different meaning. “P” stands for passion while “A” stands for aim where as “D” and “S” stand for determination and service. The speaker told us different stories on each different letter. All of the stories he told us really motivate me more to face all sorts of difficulties. And I already determined to become a whole lot better person than my previous one. I have learnt that you have to start turning your passion into action and I believe that when you’re doing something that you truly have intense passion, you’ll never give up. Instead, you’ll keep doing it over and over again because you just simply love doing it and energetic when doing it.

           What is teamwork? Teamwork is action performed by a team towards a common goal. I was in Red team 1. We did pretty well in every task that was given. We did all of the activities together from the 1^st day till the last day of the camp. Some of the activities were quite tough but we finally did it in the end.  I could not forget all the laughter that we had during the entire camp. It was the kind of team where you can really depend on your team mates, which are the reason why I love my team. All our hard work paid off in the end. I actually learnt a lot from each of my team mates. Just being an observant. I hope I can have the same team work which I had before in the next camp where I’m going.

            The best part about the camp is mostly because I got the chance to meet the Cambodians. Not the fact that I never meet one but they somehow really inspired me. These words come straight from my heart. They even shared some of their life stories which touched most of our hearts in the camp. They taught me how to persevere through life’s obstacles. Be grateful for what everything we have because there are some people are just not lucky as you.

            I dislike nothing about the camp except the part where we have to leave. It was really sad for all of us as it will be hard for us to meet again since we all came from different states. This camp had really taught me a lot; no words can describe how I really feel now. I hope there will be more chances like this in future. Lastly, I would like to say a big huge thank you to the Rotarians again who sponsored me to go to IRYLA.

            I would like to end my report with a quote about what I had learnt from this camp by Maya Angelou, God put the rainbow in the clouds, not just in the sky. It is wise to realize we already have rainbows in our clouds, or we wouldn't be here. If the rainbow is in the clouds, then in the worst of time, there is the possibility of seeing hope. We can say "I can be a rainbow in the cloud for someone yet to be." 

           

Dad, pretty please? :(

Just cause i'm the smallest and the only girl, doesn't mean i get everything i want :( I'm not daddy's lil girl. More like mummy's lil girl but it depends sometimes. Mum always say how i love you all equally. No more or less. -_- haha. I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna go out with my besties tomorrow. I just went out ONCE, ONCE in this month and my dad was like keluar saja kau. It's so hard to answer him back as i really scare of him. Its so easy to answer my mum back but when it comes to my dad, i have to zip my mouth. Dad is not the kind of dad i wish him to be -.- he's the cold type. He seriously have a weird way of expressing his love. Like seriously. We hardly spoke in a day, i mean we do but few sentences only. The most common thing ever will be like go study Jangan online saja. Its so funny how me and mum can easily talk bad stuffs in front of him sometimes by speaking chinese. HAHA.

I seriously wish i can learn how to drive :( but i bet even when i know how, my parents for sure won't let me go out that much. Controlling parents much? urgh. 

I'm really hoping to go out tomorrow, i prayed so hard. HAHA. 

I don't get my parents sometimes. Is getting a really good result is not enough? I ONLY WANT TO GO OUT WITH MY FRIENDS. That's all :( seems like  getting a good result is never enough. boohoo -.- oh wells, i still love them. I still haven't freakin do my pmo essay. 6 ESSAYS. ew? haha. Gtg, ciao peeps! <3

HOLLA!

 Not being vain or anything but this the best curl i have ever made so far. HAHA. 

Oh yesh, i look tired.

So, enough about yesterday, I went to Sipitang on the first day of Hari Raya. I threw up in the car halfway going there. #note to self, never ever eat small portion of breakfast only if you wanna go for a really long trip to somewhere.

I was so dizzy, so in the end i decided to just threw up in a plastic that my mum quickly gave to me. EW? haha. Felt so much better after i ate the curry chicken and ketumpat. My stomach was crying for food. haha. But i didn't really eat that much this Raya :( coz i scare i might puke again X( 

Home alone now, its 11.50 a.m. And i still haven't eat my breakfast yet. Might just gonna have brunch lor later C: 

I didn't eat much since the test. What is wrong with me?! I think i'm losing my weight. :O I skip eating dinner a lot of times during the test. Should have known better. I don't wanna get gastric :(

Well, i better stop writing now coz i need to do my homework and wash my school's shoes. Didn't wash it for a long long time. HAHA. ciao!

What am i gonna do now?

So. Holidays starting from now on. And soon, it'll be over. And 46 more days till the final exam D:
I really really wanna get at least top3 for the final exam. Hmm. Guess I have to study hard then. Test just finished yesterday. Didn't study really much for this time. I keep telling myself its just a test so i won't feel guilty for not getting flying colors this time. I still don't know what i wanna be in the future. I wanna be an architect but not creative enough :( lets just see and wait then :D
brrrrrrrrrrrr. i don't know what to write anymore. I can't wait to go to KL! I WANNA SHOP TILL I DROP. OH and i'm gonna meet someone too! Its been months since i didn't see him. Can't believe its almost one year we known each other. I bet none of the people from the IRYLA camp still contact with each other unlike us :P haha. I miss him liao. heh. My k-gor! :P make sure you won't forget me even till you're old already ah. haha.

Sometimes, its so hard to forget the people who made an impact in your life, don't you think so? Deleting all the messages won't do the work. Instead of trying so hard to forget that someone, maybe should might just as well go with the flow :)

Got nothing else to write liao, guess this ends here. I'm gonna update soon! heh. since there's nothing else to do. *wink

Weird.

I deleted my old blog because of some personal reasons. And look at me now, i'm doing a new blog again because my English teacher asked us to write a short text about myself which is totally weird. I mean it's good that she asked us to write this in blog  instead of writing in the paper, it's just that you have to be careful with your grammar, spelling and stuffs since i am used to write my blog by ignoring all my grammar and spelling mistakes but i guess i can't do it anymore. haha. Okay, enough about that, let's start this thing already :)

My name is Jannessa Jimmy Yangus. I'm born on October 5 1996. I was suppose to born the day after because it's my mum's birthday but it turned out the other way round. I came out earlier, i don't know why. My name was originally from Vanessa but my dad changed the alphabet V to J since his name starts with a J. And one of my best friends called Vanessa too :) talk about fate. haha.
I don't have any hobbies, Presley said i should put sleeping as my hobby since i love to sleep in the afternoon every single day =.='. So in the end, i decided to put cycling as my hobby :) (to tell you the truth, i don't even own any bike but i really love cycling :p)
Special talents? hmmm. Do i even have one? haha.
let me seeee. I love being crazy. Does that counts? haha. I'm so crazy and hyper especially when i'm around my besties. People are so wrong when they say i'm shy, quiet and stuffs when they first met me, seriously people? Don't judge a book by it's cover :P I even snort when i literally laughing, how awesome is that? :P

I don't have any favourite food. I just eat all of them if i like the taste of it and my favourite beverage would be  Soya bean where as for my favourite movie and book, that definitely would be Twilight Saga :) I don't know why but I have a thing for Twilight. I really love the chemistry between Edward and Bella. HAHA. Guess it's more than 100 words already, i hope teacher'll give me 15 merit marks like you promised us the other day. HAHA :P kidding.